Stopping me? Doubt it!

Thursday morning I found out that I most likely have a degenerative muscle disease. According to my first two and third blood labs, I have elevated enzymes in my blood indicating that the muscle pain and weakness I have been fighting for the last 4 months are signs of muscle tissue break down. From pain that wakes me from my sleep to issues with walking or doing things I NORMALLY do...the tests show my body is breaking down my muscle tissue and creating a host of issues.
My blood enzyme levels have increased to 323 and I have an inflamed liver. As much as I try to function normally I am faced with hurdles everyday. Getting up from a sitting position, walking, and moving as freely as I am used to has become taxing. I, being the stubborn person I am, PUSH my way through anything that I feel may try to slow me down but I can not ignore the fact that I am taking pain meds on a regular just so I can get through my day.
One of my doctors and I have talked about some of the diseases it could be...Multiple Sclerosis and Muscular Dystrophy are among the possibilities. From August to now the enzyme in my blood indicating a tissue breakdown has gone up...and I have noticed an increase and relocation of my discomfort.
Many say that they would have no idea I was feeling this way. I lift and train to stay healthy...I squat 325 lbs, I leg press 855 lbs, I run, hike, dance, and live everyday like its my last...so I, as well as others are CONFUSED...yet when I try to get out of bed in the morning I take a minute to walk from bed to bath. When I get out of my car I lumber from seat to trunk because my legs WANT to work but don't to the fullest.
I am 36 years old...36 young years and I refuse to give in to this thing. I yearn for the day that I know exactly what it is so that I can give it a big FUCK YOU because I will not be that person. Try! Try and stop me from being who I want to be and doing WHAT I want to do...you will never win. I am too young, too strong, and too damn willing to fight for what I want.
I don't know whats to come but I know that its not me sitting on the side lines WAITING for someone to come by and try to help me be part of it all. If there is a party...I AM THROWING IT!
I know I am bigger and THIS...sharing...is my release.